Friday, June 26, 2015

Relapse

Dear D,

Do you remember this place? I still visit it from time to time to remember the good old times. It's a good thing that it does not disappear, cause I'm in need of a place right now. Things change. 5 years was not a short time, but honestly it's not that long. We're still together, so that's one thing I'm really thankful for. But how did we end up like this?

I'm dying to tell my story, but you have turned into someone I can't tell mine to. Why? Cause I know it won't change a damn thing. You once quote someone who said that it's not a matter of who wins the argument, cause deep down both know what' right. I've come to realize that reality is not that simple. My reality has been utterly and completely rejected by you, I know.

Now, it also seems like you're not interested anymore. There's definitely a limit on how much one can ignore the fact that one is being ignored. I'm afraid I'm reaching mine.